ഹൃദയത്തിന്‍റെ ഡയറിക്കുറിപ്പ്‌ [മന്ദന്‍ രാജാ]

N¼nNp«³.sWäv sk¨]mav CXwN®n«p tWm¡m{Sp¶nà CX¡nX¡v .45 k]hp*v KmWNn¡v …
F®¡_p¸pÅ l^o^w AVnN D]^fnÃm¯SnWm`v sNmjp¯ l^o^ ¯nsâ fmUNemkw Akan`v D]^v¶p Wn`v¡p¶p … tS¨ptS¨p bp_tNm«p k¶ KmWNn bpÃnXp¶ tdmN-vhnWpw Sq\nWpw blpknWpfnX]n`v Wn¶v skÅw Ioän¡p¶ fmSypknsâ fpWvemP¯v D^p½n .. fmSyp fmN-vhnfw bp_tNm«p fm_ns]¦n`pw A]mapsX Np`¨ Np® AkapsX Np*n¸man]n`v Spa¨p N]_n . bs£ ]msSm^p emkySyhkpfnÃmsS KmWNn sl^ns¡m¶p Np*n]p`¨p A]mapsX Np®]nt`¡v Af^v¶t¸mav fmSyp A¼^¶p .
bSnknÃm¯Sv B\Sv .. A_nªpsNm*v sI¿p¶Sm¶p B D^¡`n`v A_n]mw … ko*pw ko*pw Akav A]msa tI^v¶v Wn¶v D^¨t¸mav fmSyp Aksa SÅn fmän
‘ fm_v KmWNn …. MmWv bm{Sw FXpt¯m*v k^mw “” N_¡mWpÅ bm`v bm{Sw FXp¯p sNmXp¯n«v tbm] A]msa KmWNn bp_No¶v knan¨p .
‘ bpÅn¸lqsW bnXn¨p S¶n«v tbm hmt_ ..’
A`vbw sSmjn]pÅ Nq«¯n`m\v bpÅn¸lp . tlO^Wm\v ASnsW N_¡m_pw, fmSyp ^*p Nm`n`pw bnXn¨p sNmXp¡pw ..
fmSyp Sn^nsN k¶p bpÅn¸lqsW bnXn¨p Np_p¡n sN«n .. F¶n«v bp_Nns` ^*p Nm`n`pw fp_psN bnXn¨p sNm*knsX C^p¶p .. KmWNn blpknsâ sshZn`m]n C^p¶p . sk_psS H¶v tWm¡n] fmSyp sM«nt¸m]n …knX^v¯n sk¨n^n¡p¶ Nm`pNav¡nX]n`v KmWNn]psX bq_v. knX^v¶n^n¡p¶p .. hq^ysâ skan¨w Ak^v¡v tWs^ B]SnWm`v AkapsX bq_pw N´pw WÃtbms` Nm\mw … SXn¨ SpX]ns`¡v tWm¡n] fmSypknsâ fp¶n`n^p¶kav Nm`pNav H¶v AXp¸n¨p , bns¶]pw ANän …. Akav AXn khv{Stfm¶pw C«n«nà … Wm«nWvbp_¯v hmVm^m\ A`vbw fpSn^v¶k^v CXm_nà F¦n`pw fmSyp CSv {bSo£n¨nà … tk*m¶p sk¨n«pw A]mav¡v CX]v¡nsX tWm¡mSn^n¡mWv B]nà .. Ak^psX N®pNav Nq«n fp«m¯Sv fmSypknWp AWp{Pifm]n …blpknsW Nm^\w KmWNn]psX N®pNav fmSypkn`v Wn¶v f_ªn^p¶p . KmWNn fW¸q^zzsft¶m\w Nm`pNav ANäpN]pw AXn¸n¡]pw sI]vSt¸mav AkapsX bq_p AXªp Sp_¶p .. Npänt^mfw fm{SfpÅ AkapsX bq_ns`¡v tWm¡pw tSm_pw fmSypknsâ Np® ko^v¯p sbm«p¶ b^pk¯ns`¯n.
N_¶p So^v¶Spw A]mav AknsXWn¶p FhvsN¸m]n bp_Nn`qsX A]mapsX fp_n]ns`¯n]t¸mtj¡pw fin]psX knan tN«p..
D²^n¨ Np®Nm^\w sbm§n] ssN`nfp*n`v tbmNmWv fXn]p*m]n^ps¶`pw AkWv ANt¯¡v N]_nk^psf¶SnWm`v fmSyp bp_t¯¡v sI¶p.
‘hms_ … MmWv D¨ Njnªp sIss¶ ks^s]m¶p tbmNpkm .. H^p {c*nsW Nm\mWp*v…AksWm¯n^n N¼nNp«³.sWäv