ഹൃദയത്തിന്‍റെ ഡയറിക്കുറിപ്പ്‌ [മന്ദന്‍ രാജാ]

N¼nNp«³.sWäv tWm«w “”

“” tbmXm fin ..Ct{Sw ssbhs]¶p tN«t¸m tImUn¨Sm …AÃ Akavs¡´m C{S ASymklyw ?’

‘ AsSm¶pf_n]¯nà Ct¸mjs¯ bntÅ^tà … tN«n«ntà AXn¨p sbman¡mWv tk*n NmlnWv fmWw ks^ Na]psf¶v “”

‘ F¶m bns¶ tkt\m¶nà … fm{Sfà C¯^w sb®p§av¡v W½tamsXm^p hvtWtimw Nm\nà “”

‘ hm_nWt¸m Wà sb®v tk\w … Òvfw ..tWm¡s« hmt_ … KoknSw Ht¶]pÅq . ASv B{Pi§av So^v¡\w … hm_v Ss¶ B^vt¡m tk*n KWn¨p ..B^vt¡m tk*n Kokn¨p … Ct¸mav B^p*v NqsX …Ak^ms^¦n`pw …. Akav WÃkav Bt\m F¶v AktWmtXm¶p tImUn¡s« .hms_ .. Wà kjn¡m Akam ssbh In`kjn¡ps¶¦n`v sNmXp¡\w hmt_ … bq_nWv bN^w bp\yw F¦n`pw Nn«qtÃm ..””

“” fin ,…fSn ..Wo]nWn NpXn¡* ..”” fin bSnkn`pw NqXpS`v NpXn¨n«mt\m AtSm Bt^mPyw tfmlfm]SnWm`v Bt\m Wmkpw Npjªn^p¶p .NqXmsS Aksâ km]n`v Wn¶pw ko*pw bqs_¶pw fäpw tN«t¸mav fmSyp kÃmsS]m]n .

“” bqthm¶pfà hmt_ … Wn§sams¡ ..Wn§aà W½sams¡ sN«s¸Xp¶ H^p sN«p*v .. fWhnWpÅn`v sN«n sk¡p¶ knNm^§av ….ASv W½av Ss¶]pÅ Akh^§ans`¦n`pw Sp_¶p knXv hmt_ … Asæn`v bns¶ AsSm¶pw bp_s¯Xp¡mWv BknÃmsS W½psX DÅn`v Ss¶ Wln¨p tbmNpw …..hm_v b_ªntà …Npavcn Du¼ns¡m*v WX¡\w … B^pf_n]msS km]n tWm¡\w Fs¶ms¡ … CknsX]à … sIss¶]nt`m dw¥qt^m tbmN\w … F¶n«v fWhp Wn_sªm¶p Nqk\w … do¨nt`¡v tWm¡n …sb®p§sX km]n tWm¡\w ..B^pw tImUn¡nà … ssbh D*tÃm hm_nWv …Fs¶ tbms`]à … Aªq_v k^pfmWw DÅkWv AWvbSv In`km¡mWv fXn¡pw … ASm{Piw Cên«Ã .. WnkrSn]nÃmªn«m\v…Hs^®w NqXn Hjn¡v hmt_ …””

“” fin ..Wo ..””

“” F´nWm hmt_ … Na .. FÃmw Na ..Cs¶m^p Unkhw FWn¡v tk*n Sm … hm_nWp NT FjpSmWv A_n]mtfm? hm_nWm{Piw DÅsSÃmw H^p NT]m]n KWn¡s« .. hm_nWnãfpÅ tb^n`v … ASn`v km]n tWm¡p¶Spw sNm`v sFhv Du¼p¶Spw FjpSv ..””

“” FWn¡v NTs]m¶pw FjpSmWv A_n]nà ..””

“” F¦n`v bms«jpSv …Asæn`v MmWv bmXmw””

“” bm`¡m«psÅm^p b«¯ns¸®nsW
b«^nÃm¯s¸m b«n b®o
b«n b®o bns¶ bq¨ b®o bns¶
b«n]pw bq¨]pw H¯v b®o
b®n b®n bSw ks¶m^p tW^¯v
b©m^¸q_X¶m«n`v kot\
sSt¡s` S¦½ tS§m sbmSn¨t¸m
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